Liar.
Liar.
You said that you'd be there for me. Liar.
You said you'd never lie to me. Liar.
You stayed up all night, telling me all these... Lies.
Now what is there? Nothing but lies from a liar, who deserves to... Wait that is wrong. You deserve to have a very good life, because out of all you've done for me (nothing), I am going to find someone who wont lie. Who will be honest, and love me for who I am. Because one day We will meet again, and I don't want to feel this cold hatred I now have for you. I want to think, "wow, this is the man who showed me that I can find someone better. That i will be loved, and find someone who can be honest."
Do you remember that day when I saw you at my job? Well, if not, I will remember. Always. I made sure we made eye contact. So you could see all the hurt you have cost me, shame, guilt, and hatred that will be carried with me through out my entire life. This is all because you lied. I will never forget what you told me that night... What i thought was a promise, was actually a fatal thing that people always believe, because believing a lie is easier than believing in what is real. What is truthful. What gives me strength in this world is the truth. When people say "the truth will set you free" they are liars too. The truth HURTS. Because, we will always believe in lies. Its human nature. What kills me is that, I can go to bed at night and still allow myself to miss you. Every single Damn word you said, I miss. Even if it was lie, I still loved believing them. Simple words can mean very big things. That's why I actually thought it could be, when you said to me;
"I will never do anything to hurt you."
You are a... Liar.
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