Liar.

Liar. 

You said that you'd be there for me. Liar.

You said you'd never lie to me. Liar.

You stayed up all night, telling me all these... Lies.

Now what is there?  Nothing but lies from a liar, who deserves to... Wait that is wrong. You deserve to have a very good life, because out of all you've done for me (nothing), I am going to find someone who wont lie. Who will be honest, and love me for who I am. Because one day We will meet again, and I don't want to feel this cold hatred I now have for you. I want to think, "wow, this is the man who showed me that I can find someone better. That i will be loved, and find someone who can be honest." 

Do you remember that day when I saw you at my job? Well, if not, I will remember. Always. I made sure we made eye contact. So you could see all the hurt you have cost me, shame, guilt, and hatred that will be carried with me through out my entire life. This is all because you lied. I will never forget what you told me that night... What i thought was a promise, was actually a fatal thing that people always believe, because believing a lie is easier than believing in what is real. What is truthful. What gives me strength in this world is the truth. When people say "the truth will set you free" they are liars too. The truth HURTS. Because, we will always believe in lies. Its human nature. What kills me is that, I can go to bed at night and still allow myself to miss you. Every single Damn word you said, I miss. Even if it was lie, I still loved believing them. Simple words can mean very big things. That's why I actually thought it could be, when you said to me;

"I will never do anything to hurt you."

You are a... Liar.

Staying in Touch

Stay in Touch

Socially you never want to loose touch of your old friends. 

Especially best friends. You see, best friends are those type of people who you can trust. When you can trust them, that means you have probably told them your most deepest secrets that you don't want anyone else to know. When you lose touch then they could probably tell your secrets, then that has to mean that they were not really a best friend. Not even a friend. So the question is, how do you stop this problem from happening? The answer to that question is to just... stay in touch. Not with them, but with yourself, you can only trust yourself. Some may say that that is selfish, but in all actuality it called being smart. your taking care of yourself so that, that way you wont ever have to deal with the feeling of being hurt.

Now, I'm not saying to stay bottled up for the rest of your life. You have to just keep an open mind and learn from your mistake. Choose the right people. Because in the end, its YOU, not them.

Christmas For everyone

CHRISTMAS!

Its that time of year again, 

when parents don't get arrested for forcing their children to sit on some mans strangely weird lap, for fun. Christmas is always fun though, we spend time with family that we have not seen all year, and receive gifts that most of us probably don't even deserve... But despite all the hectic going on, we still seem to find a way to make Christmas fun, and display multitudes of love and compassion. Some sit around their fire and open gifts and eat cookies with their Christmas tree shines through their window, so that the neighbors can be jealous of how your house is more festive than theirs. In the morning children mob into their parents room and drastically wake them! Prepared to open these presents that have been waiting under the tree for weeks. After all the gifts are open and the batteries are in place, toys are played with and every one is happy. But something still seems missing. FOOD. Which means dinner with the family. Oh Joy! At the table you will be eating the second best meal of the year! All your favorites are just sitting there waiting for you to indulge into this godly pumpkin pie, and chicken. Mmmm. All full, you reflect on your day, and you realize that, this, this is what you have been waiting for all year. And it will happen again in the next year to come, and so many more after.